“Volatile blood sugar levels can be life-threatening: If they’re too high, you get diabetic ketoacidosis,” Zeng says, referring to a serious, even potentially fatal, diabetic complication. “And if they’re too low, you can go into shock. Both can claim lives.”
Zhong, the accountant, understands the importance of getting proper treatment. She was diagnosed in 2001, when she was in fifth grade. At the time, her family knew little about the disease – and neither did the doctors at her local hospital.
Doctors gave Zhong the same premixed insulin injections that they would have administered to people with type 2 diabetes. But premixed insulin is unsuitable for people with type 1 diabetes, who require fast-acting and flexible remedies to make up for their variable insulin deficits.
For Zhong, the consequences were severe. “One night, back in my middle school dormitory, I found myself unable to move,” she remembers. When she got to the hospital, her blood sugar level was only 25 milligrams per deciliter – around one-third of the normal level. “I still remember feeling paralyzed,” she says. “I could hear everything around me, but I couldn’t open my mouth or eyes.” To this day, Zhong knows little about the exact treatment she received. Luckily for her, the episode did not appear to leave any lasting damage.
Fluctuating blood sugar levels means that there is no one-size-fits-all course of treatment for people with type 1 diabetes. Yet many Chinese doctors lack the necessary experience to help people living with the condition monitor and maintain healthy blood sugar levels. Liu Hongyan, a medical consultant for Tangtangquan who previously worked as an endocrinologist in Guangzhou, says most of the patients she treated had type 2 – the much more common and easily controlled form of the condition.
“Managing blood sugar levels for type 1 diabetes patients is complicated. Challenges emerge during particular stages [of life], like puberty,” says Liu, referring to the difficulties of maintaining a treatment routine during a period of fluctuating hormones and habits. “These patients need regular guidance from professionals. It’s impossible for them to pick up adequate knowledge from a hospital.”
In 2014, Zhong joined Tangtangquan. From then on, she began to learn more about type 1 diabetes and came to realize that she was not the only one fighting the condition. Later that year, after talking to other members of the community, she stopped taking premixed insulin.
Since childhood, Zhong has suffered psychologically as well as physically. Zhong says that as a child, she often felt abnormal: diabetes was seen as something older people got, not children. “Whenever I was hospitalized, I heard the nurses whispering, ‘What a pity! She’s such a beautiful girl and will have to live with the disease for life!'” Zhong recalls, adding that her parents provided scant emotional support. “I just felt so ashamed. Back then, my parents had no idea that if they had just comforted me and said, ‘It’s not your fault, you’re just sick,’ that would have helped me a lot.”
Zhong was a top-performing student throughout primary and middle school. Although her teachers knew she had diabetes, Zhong hid her condition from her classmates. When other children ran out to the playground for sports class, she surreptitiously hung back in the classroom, pulled out a syringe, and gave herself an insulin injection. At lunchtime, she found a quiet corner to administer another shot.
Zhong’s academic performance began to drop in high school, and she eventually failed to get into university. “In my high school years, I thought about my diabetes all the time – how to keep my classmates from finding out, what would happen if I couldn’t eat the same food as them, where I should go to take my next shot,” she says.