How is Nicole doing today?
She has a better job with her master’s degree although she also has 140K in student loans to pay off. She moved to Colorado both for the job and for the fact that Colorado passed a law to cap the cost of insulin requirements to $100. Her school loans, car payments, food and rent are tough to manage along with the burden of paying for high priced diabetes care and insulin.
I’m her advocate and make up for the extra costs. Type 1 diabetes is an autoimmune condition and it is serious. I can’t abandon her. People with type 1 diabetes don’t eat sugar and develop the condition. It’s still a mystery why the islets that produce insulin are destroyed. Without injected insulin, she’ll die. I worry about her every day.
Who do you lean on for support?
I focus on work, my savings and don’t have a lot of time for my own support needs. Advocating helps, which I do a lot and have been interviewed by Soledad O’Brien, and the Washington Post. I also advocate with T1International and #NYinsulin4all. Frankly, my best support network is on Twitter. Nicole’s troubles with type 1 diabetes are the sole reason I joined. I’ve made friends — gotten information, and help.
Are there any other organizations you work with that are focused on diabetes?
I used to give a portion of my monthly pay check to JDRF, but I don’t do that anymore. I appreciate their research, I do. But their silence on the deaths of young adults due to rationing insulin and not sticking up for people who don’t have access is cruel. The industry is bullying people with diabetes, and JDRF is silent. I don’t get it. It’s very hurtful.
When you see the tragedies of other families who have lost adult children to type 1 diabetes (DKA) due to rationing, what does that do to you psychologically?
Oh, my goodness, it’s overwhelming. It’s terrible. Last time I visited Nicole, I saw she only had expired insulin in her refrigerator. I feel so much for these families and then I immediately think – it could be Nicole next. My greatest fear is that she too will be found unconscious. We speak every day so when I don’t hear from her, the anxiety is terrible. I call her friends, it’s just so much to bear. The injustice is real.
I heard you gave Nicole insulin for Christmas, is that true?
Well, yes. I did. It was a gift from someone to me to give to Nicole. Saving for insulin is always the priority.
What does a vial of insulin represent to you?
My daughter’s life. She gets to live. I get to be her mother. When Banting sold the patent of insulin for $1, he did it so no one with diabetes would ever suffer. People are suffering now. It’s got to change.